How does one find true love? Is there really such thing? I often see many couples all over the place and I wonder....How did you decide to just date each other? How did you find one another? How do two people in this big world find each other, and then decide....well I love you enough....so I am gonna spend the rest of my life with you? Beats me! I date and date and date and date, but not one of them seems to be what I am looking for. They always end up being great friends, but just not someone I can feel something with. I am fine with not being married and doing the baby thing. I have a great life. I get to have a career....I get to travel the world which I love......I get to use my money for whatever I want.....but.......It's hard not to wonder why your not married when you look at so many of your other friends who are, and most of them have 1, 2, or maybe 3 babies. I am sure I am not the only single girl who wonders this, but I feel like I just keep getting older and older. There is so much more to life then being married, but I am surrounded by married people. I wonder if people ever look at me and envy my life because they are married and I am single....??ha ha....I know all things happen in their time. I just don't want to wake up one day and realize all my friends are married. I don't think I am picky....I just have never had the feeling! You know the one people say....."I just knew they were the one." Well there is my rant about that.......One day it will be my turn....but for now I am going to just keep enjoying my beautiful life, and keep myself on the road to becoming a better person....I have much more traveling to do....and more lives to save....so until I meet you or realize your the one I am gonna enjoy my life and continue to be happy that I am still experiencing life.
